Post Partum Depression Support Group
Postpartum depression (also postnatal depression) is a form of major depression which can affect women, and less frequently men, after childbirth. It is widely considered to be treatable. Studies report prevalence rates from 5% to 25%, but methodological differences among the studies make the actual prevalence rate unclear.
Have you tried talking to a psychiatrist, therapist, tried meds, etc.? I know it sounds patronizing, but all the above truly helped me climb out of the darkness. LMK if you need support, here for you!