Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
i feel depressed. i am tired of trying so hard, and getting nowhere. My house was burglarized AGAIN Thursday afternoon. for the 2nd time. The cops say it doesnt matter what you do, because if the burglar wants in, he'll get in. I hate where i live because i am in a bad neighborhood, but i feel trapped because of the terrible housing market. My ebay bussiness totally flopped this christmas so i have to get a home equity loan to pay off the $80,000 of debts. My house is now a storage wherehouse for all this shit i cant sell, and everything is a mess. My kitchen has a dead rat/mouse behind the counter, but i cant get to it, unless i take all my cabinets out, which is 2 days of work. My friend says the smell wil go away, but its been 3 weeks and it still wreaks. I am the heaviest i have ever been in my life at 210lbs, and cant stop eating. i want to be in a relationship, but have not been able to find anyone. I will be 40 years old next year and i have never been in a relationship in my life. i have two friends that are wrapped up in there own problems and dont seem to care, even when i ask them for help. I am in the process of leaving my job of 6 1/2 years, and starting a new one, which is scary. And my father is coming to visit me next week, which i really dont want, but feel obligated to do. i have ebay sales to mail out, and bills to pay, but i am too depressed to do anything. i feel so overwhelmed and depressed I want to go to sleep and hibernate, and not wake up. Its been a long time since i have felt this depressed. I am tired of fighting.
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I do not have a dead mouse behind my cabinet but I sure can understand exactly how you feel about just wanting to hibernate. I had my own pity party today. Hang in there, about the break in, can you get a big dog? I have two.
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I love it when people admit to having pity parties! There is just something refreshing about realizing that we can choose to sit in it and stew, and there isn't anything wrong with just feeling all that junk, and realizing that when we are done with our party for one, we can be done. There is just something empowering about the realization that its a choice... or am I the only one that sees the implication of choice in 'pity party'... I dunno. Sometimes I'm just too cerebral.
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oh ya, and big dogs are good... but must watch the dog whisperer... on national geographic channel... especially if the would be owner tends toward extremes in anxiety or anger... dogs with unbalanced owners can be bad news.
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