I had cards but my H got a hold of them and told me I wasnt going to bring that kind of evil into the house. I honestly wouldnt budge on getting rid of them I just put them in a different place. It did me no good as he has since found them and thought he was clever by taking just 2 cards out. If any one would have guessed which ones?? The lovers and the devil!

omg71968, what a jackass he is :( And those two cards? Ha! That says tons about him!

My husband did similar to me. He had such a tantrum over my astrology books, started throwing them around all over the place so they got all battered, said it was rubbish and why on earth would anyone be interested in that... blah blah blah. It wasn't as if I was forcing HIM to look at it or be involved in it!

Why can't they just leave us alone?? (we all know why, but I am just being rhetorical out of frustration).

Sorry you have got that kind of restrictive BS to put up with. Hugs xx

Free what help me was u found a song that literally spoke to my soul. I don't mean that the lyrics meant an awful lot to me but it was more the energy that the song brought to me, like a renewal in a way.

I played it over and over whilst I had a bath in candle light. Got a rose quarts crystal and placed it in the bath. After I had finished and got dressed I went downstairs whilst my daughter was asleep and I did those readings for myself.

I felt energised, fresh and brand new!

Here is the song
http://youtu.be/phktiVZqUbQ

Also here are some other songs that may help you during relaxation (and anyone else for that matter)

http://youtu.be/FGZbZ7mehyE

http://youtu.be/V7DiFMHMELI

And omg and rockinb that's awful having them do that!
I was lucky that he didn't mess with that kind of thing because I think he was too freaked out by all the strange things that would happen around me!

One night we were out parked up in my car in the middle of nowhere. I saw arch angel Michael and told him that he was with us and that Michael was saying he was going to show us both a sign that he was there.

All of a sudden the whole car lit up in brilliant white light as if someone had shined a huge tough into the car (it was pitch black outside). My ex (then bf) jumped up as quick as he could and dived out te car to see who was stood at the back of us on the road we were on shinning a torch. 3 mins later after he had ran around looking for someone he got back in my car as white as a sheet, there was not a soul about and no where he said they could have gone to. After that he didn't dare question what I was saying about the angels, he believed in it but was very scared of it. But I do think out of everything it was the only thing he fully trusted in me! I think he really liked and enjoyed that side of me and the experiences he would have in my company.

I miss those experiences, I had them daily!

I realise that saying he was scared but also enjoyed it doesn't make sense.

What I meant was he was fascinated by it but was scared to mess with it!

Wow Kaz, that is a cool story about the angel.

You don't have those experiences anymore?

Not as much! I'm not as connected as I was but I'm getting there slowly.

I have another story!

I once went to the pics with two friends. I sat talking to a friend about the film 2012 that was advertised (it had just come out at the cinema)

She asked me if we were going to all die in 2012. I told her no but it was a shift in energy that's all, a new phase and cycle. She asked me about my spirituality and I told her strange things happen around me etc etc.

We watched final destination (can't remember which one) but when we came out a van that said "funeral service" on the side was parked next to her car, we all laughed at the coincidence of the theme of the movie.

Then I told her whilst she was driving that I always flash my lights to drivers driving on the opposite side of the road if they are speedy to pretend there is a police car hidden waiting to catch them speeding (there usually isn't) but I get them to slow down!

Just as I said it 5 seconds after we past a police car waiting around a corner doing just that. She was a bit freaked and I laughed that it always happens to me I say something and it happens!

Then on the way home my other friend asked if we would go with her to her old house she had a key for (she no longer lived there) because she wanted to go in and see if there were any letters for her. She wasn't really allowed to do it. I stayed in the car, they both come running back all freaked out because a black cat had come along just as she was putting the key in the door and sat itself on the doorstep in front of her, they thought it was a sign not to, I laughed again because I was used to it.

Then (no the story doesn't end) we went to my friends house and I was talking about Heath ledger who had died saying what films he had been in, as I said it a movie show came on tv and Heath ledger was on, well my friend started panicking, I again laughed because it was everyday normality for me (the other friend who's house it was she was used to it and told our other friend "get used to it")

Then the subtitles came on and my name showed on the sub titles to the programme (obviously someone with the same name as me worked as a producer (he as I've just wrote this I'm listening to the radio and the guy presenting has just said the word producer) anyway, my friend who had been freaked all night stood up and said

"I'm going home your freaky and I can't handle this"

She left and I've not seen her since haha!

Kaz, I have had some interesting experiences too... Although nothing like what you shared about the angel! Mine have stopped too... I don't know why exactly....

I do get the feeling that I am supposed to create the life I want to have. I have always been good about manifesting things, like money or oppurtunity, but now I feel like I am supposed to create something greater than that... Kind of hard to do when you are tired and can barely get out of bed (I have been exhausted lately... I think reality is setting in that I am never going to see my ex again, something I both feel grateful and sad about).

Any advice?

Omg71968-

My ex used to get freaked out about this stuff too... I never brought my tarot cards over to his house or anything like that, but still he accused me of using witchcraft on him all the time. I found it ironic, because if I was, certainly I would be using it to manifest a better boyfriend! Haha!


Also, thw lovers and the Devil... I wonder which one symbolizes him!!!

Interesting!!!

The experiences I used to have daily, but less frequently now are:

The lights turning on and off by themselves. The stove turning on by itself. Lightbulbs popping when I am angry or really sad. The TV and radio turning on by themselves. Sometimes I can even command the TV to turn off and on by will. Freaks my friends out (yes, it happens that frequently)!

Once, I was praying and praying for an answer, some insight over mysituation with my ex. I turned on my car and turned the radio off because I wanted to be alone with my thoughts. I asked for some concrete guidance as I was losing my connection to my spiritual side. I swear to god, the radio turned on by itself and begin flipping through the stations. It finally stopped on a channel that doesn't exist (it is just static), and a voice came over it, it was pieces of scripture talking about how evil does exist and that through freedom of choice we can chose to interact with evil or to refuse it. It went on to say that we are never alone. The voice then changed (as if it were a message taken from a different sermon and person), and it clearly said, you are not alone, god walks with you.

I was so freaked out, I canceled my plans to see my ex and decided to see my best friend instead. I picked her up and we were driving to the store when the radio rurned on by itself AGAIN (and she had just watched me turn it off) and again tuned into the channel that isn't really a channel. This time it was a choir singing a haunting version of Amazing Grace. She just sat there frozen in her seat. When i finally did tell her the story, she looked at me and said with certainity in her voice 'You need to stay away from him!!!'

So true. I wish I had listened!

Also, I tried more than once to find a radio station that was anything like what I heard. I have never been able to find it. Needless to say, I really wanted the message I received to be wrong.

HA!

Funny you should bring this up. A friend of mine and I went to get our cards read about 4 months prior to me leaving the ex.

As soon as I sat down in her chair, she crossed her arms, and with a disgusted look on her face said, "You're in a relationship aren't you?" Then she proceeded to describe the ex to a tee. Went on about his ego and that he was just a little boy trying to act like a man, said he was controlling, and that it was a constant power struggle-there was absolutely no balance because I had no power. Said if I wanted it to work that I would have to go along with what he said or do my best to manipulate him. No thank you!!

I was skeptical about this sort of thing until that day because she honestly described my life perfectly.