I actually bought it several weks ago, but after a particuarly emotional friday night...I started writing on Saturday. The words just flowed and I found myself with 10 pages filled in a day. Alot of it is angry. Alot of it is what I would like to say to him, but has just as much affect on a piece of paper as it would on him. Some of it is good. He has told me for years that I can't ever be happy. You know what...I can and things do make me happy. I am not a loud, boisterous party girl happy...more a quiet simple things happy. I made my list...and you know what he was wrong about that! I feel the writing is helping clarify things a bit. A long road ahead....but I am committed to writing my thoughts and feelings everyday.