I've singed up for school im so nervous but ready i have testing on Monday and the weekends are the times I'm punished my mom sales me through the weekend I could fight but then I would have bruises to explain away and still be made to do whatever the guys want anyway I need prayers that witch ever men are taken me for the weekend will just want regular stuff and not the men that like and get off on pain my mom says they just have a special appetite I hate them I hate feeling so dirty and hopeless but not completely I'm a student I just hope I can manage to pick up the brokenness when this is over this weekend and go to testing not having to hide the pain and with no visible bruises or marks I'm trying to get out I really am its just not as easy as people might think so please pray for me