the man i wanted to marry and who says he want to marry me for two years have fallen apart. in the two years i was so depressed and felt worthless, neglected, forgotted, but in the first few months he was very loving and sweet. he has a temper problem, his mum warned me in the beginning but i thought everything was ok, but he was always losing his temper and having outburts, and then blaming me even though ive never done anything wrong, im always at home and he knows im loyal but he accused me of having someone else, he didnt even have a job for a year but i stood by him and said i will wait , i waited a year for him to get a job but then he left it because he got angry at work and didnt get along with people there, he disappeared for three weeks no text no call, he said he can destroy me, said i will always be alone if i leave him, he said i will never find someone like him again, he said i have a disgusting character when i ask him why he hasnt come to see me in months. He always gets angry quick and makes me cry, ive spend the past 2 years crying and then he apologises and says hes sorry for his outburts, so ive forgiven him so many times because he always has excuses and i love him so i forgive. im a loving and forgiving person but he always was harsh to me. he never hit me because ive never been alone with him long enough, we live seperately. my mum told him that if he upset me one more time shes going to stop me seeing him ever again. now he is gone and left me, after all my patience, he couldnt even be patient this once. hes gone, and hes registered on all marriage and dating websites. i dont know what to say.im lost. betrayed. i dont know what to feel, have i been blinded by love? im confused. help