I am terrified of spiders. Big ones, little ones, any! I have panic attacks when I see them. I went to a reptile show once and there was a kind man that tried to help me. He put a large red kneed tarantula in my hand, a little at a time talking to me all the while. I thought I was going to die. I was sweating, tears ran down my face, and I had all I could do not to pass out. I made myself hold her for about 10 minutes thinking it would help me in the long run. When she crawled back on his hand I felt so proud. Did it help me? Hell no! It's as worse as ever. Thank God I live in NY state where they aren't so bad in the village. I need to overcome this. I even have nightmares about them.
Every morning theres at least 6 of these guys crossing the walkway. My foster dad stomps on them when he sees them so every morning I get up before him to move them under a plant instead but are they bad for plants?
ive had a great week. Very minor occurrences that ended quickly. I was really looking forward to tonight for I am fishing with some friends. I decided before I ingot around I’d go and grab bait before the shop closed. This bait shop is pretty sketchy to begin with, it’s located next to the worst neighborhood in town and the owner seems like she could snap at any minute. Today was the most...