Pet Bereavement Support Group
The loss of a pet or animal to which one has become emotionally bonded can be an intense loss, comparable with the death of a loved one. Whilst there is strong evidence that animals can feel such loss for other animals, this community focuses on human feelings, when an animal is lost, dies or otherwise is departed.
I always was angry at those that commited suicide thinking how can they not think about the family and loved ones they left behind, how could they not see how much the ones they leave behind will hurt and grieve
Today I understand. I've never felt this sad, even at losing my dearest family member. If it were not for my son, I would no longer be here right now.
I am a forgetful person. I forget to mail things, I forget to stop at the bank while driving past it, I forget my own mother and fathers birthdays. I forget my own wedding anniversary and I've only been married four years.
Today I forgot my dog in the car and she overheated and died. Yes, I'm educated about not leaving your dog in the car during hot days.....I'm so educated on it I deal with dogs on a daily basis on many levels.....I own my own dog business.
I jumped out of the car while on the cell phone complete the call and ran into work wanting to help the employees catch up. I was so busy taking care of every one elses dogs and forgot my own.
I own a business (a dog business to boot) that keeps my mind occupied 24/7. My son I'm finding out is needing help to develop in certain areas and I'm worried he may be autistic. My manager at work ended up in the hospital and we were short staffed for one of top busiest weekends to come.
I will never forgive myself for my little side kick. She attended work with me everyday, always was happy, never got into trouble....really there was never a moment she was not with me. She literally was the perfect companion dog.
I will forever feel her running by my side, licking my face, snuggling up to me in bed, see her running in my yard. I will never forgive myself. I just want to die right now. I hate myself!
Today I understand. I've never felt this sad, even at losing my dearest family member. If it were not for my son, I would no longer be here right now.
I am a forgetful person. I forget to mail things, I forget to stop at the bank while driving past it, I forget my own mother and fathers birthdays. I forget my own wedding anniversary and I've only been married four years.
Today I forgot my dog in the car and she overheated and died. Yes, I'm educated about not leaving your dog in the car during hot days.....I'm so educated on it I deal with dogs on a daily basis on many levels.....I own my own dog business.
I jumped out of the car while on the cell phone complete the call and ran into work wanting to help the employees catch up. I was so busy taking care of every one elses dogs and forgot my own.
I own a business (a dog business to boot) that keeps my mind occupied 24/7. My son I'm finding out is needing help to develop in certain areas and I'm worried he may be autistic. My manager at work ended up in the hospital and we were short staffed for one of top busiest weekends to come.
I will never forgive myself for my little side kick. She attended work with me everyday, always was happy, never got into trouble....really there was never a moment she was not with me. She literally was the perfect companion dog.
I will forever feel her running by my side, licking my face, snuggling up to me in bed, see her running in my yard. I will never forgive myself. I just want to die right now. I hate myself!
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Try not to blame yourself so much, hon. You made a mistake, and that is all. Grieve for your lost loved one, but try not to blame yourself too terribly much. We all make mistakes, and sometimes they are terrible ones. But they are still mistakes, not deliberate. I feel for you.
Thanks you for the nice reply. I was expecting some hate mail. I am sorry for your loss as well. I am sure being that you already have experienced a similar thing you must know the emotions involved. I just wish if she had to die it was by something or someone else other than me. You see, she was always at my side. My business is 10,000 sq ft and she ALWAYS just followed me at the back of my heals everywhere I went, even at home or vacation or whereever. Sometimes I would forget she was there because I knew she would never go anywhere. I just got too comfortable knowing she was always there. I feel like I let her down.
I hope someday I can let go of the guilt and I hope she knows how much I loved her! She was only 3 1/2
I do not have words that will "make it all better". Even though we knew it was right to put our poodle to sleep, I still see his warm eyes closing for the last time.
It is not much comfort but your sweet dog is waiting for you at rainbow bridge and has already forgiven you.
Wishing you comfort,
C
Thank you for your kind words. I don't know if I will ever forgive myself but I have to believe she knows I love her and that I'm sorry. I am truly sorry for the loss of your poodle..I can only imaginne when the time comes and you have to be the one to make that decision.
I don't know if I can get through this but I have to for the sake of my baby boy he is the only thing that keeps me hanging on. I feel like a monster.
I hope in due time I am strong enough to provide support to everyone on this support group as they have done for me. I am questioning my faith very much at this point. I feel like I am on a roller coaster teetering at the top of going backwards or forwards between having faith in good or bad. I know god understands when those of us question him but I am beyond question and angry right now. I don't understand why something supposedly so good can let something so evil happen. Is it the evil choices in my life I've choosen that has let something sad terrible happen to such an inicent being? My sweet love was so inicident and brought much joy to children, grown ups and me most of all. Why should the good suffer? I am in great question of my faith right now. I think of parents who suffer for the lose of there young and suffering of those who do not deserve.....such as my young pup.
She was only 3 1/2, she did not have a mean bone in her body and I left her to die in a car.,....instead of me thinking of her I was too worried taking care of everyone else. I hope I find the strength to believe again. I hope I find the strength to make my loss a positive for others. I've never felt such pain.
It's not the fact that she has died and left us. It's how she died and that it was at my hands.
God Bless you for keeping your faith even in the hardest of times.
AloneNSad
Thank you a ton for your kind words. I can not say how much it makes me feel better. Every time I feel sad I log onto here and read the inspiring words of those that have posted back to me. It still makes me cry but it reminds me that I made a mistake and hopefully in time I will be ok. I am a huge animal lover as well. My husband makes fun of me because even when we garden and come across a little ol' worm I'm yelling don't kill him just move him aside!!! He still laughs at me. Dogs are my passion and someday maybe I'll find a pup that can bring as much joy as my little girl and I can happily look upon my new pup without tears but with a smile in thinking of what a wonderful companion she was. Thank you again for your kind words!
this is a common accident, in fact not just with pets -- people periodically make this mistake with their own children, leaving infants and toddlers in their cars and forgetting about them, too.
hope this helps and comforts you..
Chantal