HELLO! I HAVE BEEN ACTIVELY JOINING THE ANIMAL LOVERS GROUPS TO SHARE IN MY AVID LOVE OF ANIMALS.BUT WHILE WRITEING IN THE DOG LOVERS GROUP I BEGAN TO CRY,WHICH BRINGS ME HERE..THANKS FOR HAVEING ME..I HAVE LOST SO MANY SPECIAL PET FRIENDS THAT HAVE NEVER LEFT MY HEART...THE ONE WHO BROUGHT TEARS TONIGHT WAS MY BABY GIRL ANGEL..SHE WAS A HUSKY MIX WITH BEAUTIFUL BLUE EYES THAT SPARKLED...SHE WAS ABOUT FIVE YEARS OLD AND DIED THE DAY AFTER HALLOWEEN OF A SEIZURE..I SAVED HER AS A PUPPY FROM A FAMILY WHO NEVER FED OR CARED FOR THIER DOGS.SHE WAS BIT BY HER MOTHER AT FIVE WEEKS OLD AND LEFT TO DIE...ONCE I SEEN HER I KNEW SHE WAS MY LITTLE ANGEL...SHE DID HAVE SOME BRAIN DAMAGE FROM THE BITE,SHE COULDNT SEE VERY WELL OUT OF ONE EYE AND HER SENCES NO LONGER WORKED BUT SHE GREW INTO A ONE OF A KIND GIRL.SHE LOVED THE SNOW BUT SCARED TO DEATH OF WATER..SHE WALKED AROUND MUD PUDDLES.LOL..SHE WAS A HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL..SHE ACUALLY TOOK OFF A COUPLE OF TIMES ANS BECAUSE HER SENCES DIDNT WORK SHE COULDNT FIND HER WAY HOME...SHE WENT TO DOGGIE JAIL AND I HAD TO PUT HER PIC IN THE PAPER BUT WE ALWAYS GOT HER BACK..THE PEOPLE WHOSE LIVES SHE TOUCHED EVEN LOVED HER AND WANTED TO KEEP HER BUT I COULDNT PART WITH HER...WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT THREE SHE STARTED HAVEING TERRIBLE SEIZURES,WE WOULD HOLD HER AND PET HER TELLING HER SHE WAS OK UNTIL THEY PASSED..IT WAS VERY HARD AND WE CRYED THROUGH EACH ONE.SHE TOOK PILLS TWICE A DAY BUT THE LAST SEIZURE WAS TO BAD.SHE HAD ONE EARLY IN THE MORNING BECAUSE MY SON WOKE ME UP ,SHE WAS IN HIS ROOM.I CAN REMEMBER IT LASTED LONGER THAN USUAL AND SHE STILL LOOKED DAZED WHEN COMEING OUT OF IT.BUT I ASUMED SHE WAS OK AND WENT BACK TO BED....SEVERAL HOURS LATER MY DAUGHTER FOUND HER DEAD LYEING OUT BY HER FAVORITE TREE WHERE SHE ALWAYS LAID...IT BREAKS MY HEART TO KNOW I WASNT THERE HOLDING HER WHEN SHE DIED...I MISS HER SO VERY MUCH EVERYDAY....THANKS SO MUCH FOR GIVEING ME A PLACE TO EXPRESS MY PAIN...