Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
hi all i have bpd depression anxiety panic attacks the problem is when am going to sleep people talk to me its getting that bad there saying names iv never heard the names before somtimes music over and over people talking i try to stop it but i cant iv told my pdoc he just highed my meds up and said see you in 3 months am also thinking bad things about people like if they die whot would happen i have children and i think if theey go out whot if they get touched i have no friends am scared to meet people becose they,might hurt me and i think most people are mad i cant talk i dont work becose of my thinking i use tobe out going iv lost it all becose am scared my sisster is ill but she getting on with it she says she ill but i dont think so i think she puts it on she out every day and helps people am so mad becose she can do it and i cant i hate when she has a good day and everyone helps her and iv got noone to help me if she call me its all about her and i hate it is this just my illness i start somthink then cant carry on doing it and hate myself and just sit in and eat does anyone get the way i am or do i need tobe lock up please help thank you hugs
it's natural for mothers to worry about their children when they go out etc.
i use to go into panick if my children wasn't home before dark. and i use to worry in case someone touched them i think this has to do because i was sexually abused as a child.
i'm not so much scared of meeting people but i get paranoid because i think they don't like me etc. as for friends i don't have any either apart from one girl from the bpd group i go to but even she turned out not to be that much of a friend.
are you having any kind of thearpy like dbt or cbt?
have you a crisis team you can ring to talk to?
try asking your cpn if you can have some kind of thearpy like cbt/dbt it really helps. my thearpist/cpn see's me every two weeks on a one to one basis and the group is one morning every week. you learn how to cope with your emotions and different ways of coping with things.
and if u ever need someone to talk to i will listen.you are not alone in this friendly group.