Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
I'm going to try to sign myself in to the hospatal tommrow(Tue) since I'm having some bad coflecting emotions. I don't trust myself around me or other people. I feel volient, angry and depressed and empty. I just feel like I want to hurt someone and myself. I'm only wating since I have to go to my day program tommrow and my psy Dr from there works at the hospatal. I'm afrais of dissoatinf fully and loosing controal. I've really have never been around others in my full dissasoiative state ( I islated myself when they happened) and am very afraid that my dark very repressed side will come out. I don't know if a nother personility would come out since I don'r remember anything when I fully dussoaite. That's a bug "what if" I don't want to have answred. I hope they take me.
I, too, hope that they take you in as well. For your own sake, everyones safety...and your own sanity. I would never admit to badly wanting to kill people...even if I HAVE claimed it. Lots of the time...I really, really just want to either hurt myself or all the people around me. And I know it's not good...but I haven't snapped yet. Almost, but not quite.
Again, I'm proud of you for doing what you KNOW is best for you. Hoping for you!!! *hugs pony*
I'm in the same boat really.
Will probably try and get myself admitted also, as like you I dont trust myself at the moment.
xoxoxox