Personality Disorders Support Group
Personality disorders form a class of mental disorders that are characterized by long-lasting rigid patterns of thought and behaviour. Personality disorders are seen by the American Psychiatric Association as an enduring pattern of inner experience and behavior that deviates markedly from the expectations of the culture of the individual who exhibits it.
another subject i was wondering if any one can relate to in this group is that my dreams feel more real than actual reality. i am a heavy dreamer and dream every night mostly. it feel to me like when i dream its like being in another day or something. i rarely have good dreams 9 out of ten its negative and a realy pain because you think when you get to sleep you will get a break from life just for a little amount of time. but in my dreams its everything thats going on in life over and over again and horrble things too its like sometimes i think im seeing in to my future because my dreams have come true before.. i dont know its quite destressing to be honset.. i was just wondering if anybody else felt like this?
At least that's what it's like for me. Even though, I'm pretty sure that most of the time my dreams are just simply dreams...depending on the situations and events in the dreams...it feels toooooo real to be a dream. Some of my dreams are just a little too crazy, bizarre and chaotic(or random) to be reality...regardless of how real they feel or seem to be to me.
Most of my dreams never make any sense...if I'm able...I will look up the meaning of something that has stuck out to me the most. But there are few negative dreams that I ever forget. And a lot of mine revolves around death...or danger, threat, pain, suffering...just like yours. Although, unlike yours, mine relate less to things actually going on in my real life. So, I don't know where they come from. In fact, my dreams relate so little to life, that if any of them actually came true...I'd truly be alone in the world. Not to mention, I'd likely be in prison.
I'm sorry you're having a horrible time with this...the only think I can suggest is maybe try something called Lucid dreaming. I was never able to accomplish this...as my brain never shuts off as it is...so trying to focus it with all my alters running around...nearly IMPOSSIBLE!!! You might be able to accomplish it...and for your sake I hope you try and find out. :)
hope this helps you any!
Sweet Dreams! (i say that every night)