It has been a while since I last posted.  Life has been marching on for my daughter and I since her February 223rd disclosure.   We have been able to rent a home closer to my friends and my job.  (My husband had moved us far away to try and isolate us).  I am working on selling our other home. (It has to be a short sale which will be another bad mark on my credit. I have not been able to make a payment for months).  I was able to trade both of our cars in for a much more affordable car and I got my daughter registered for her new school.  The court case has not been resolved yet and weighs heavily on our hearts and minds.  The prosecutor and I believe he will accept a plea deal in order to prevent my daughter from having to testify.  He is still being very cooperative and signing all paperwork I send him and assuring me that he will do whatever it takes to make sure my daughter (also his biological child) does not have to testify.  However, I received a summons today. So I called the prosecutor immediately and she assured me it was just protocol and that everything is proceeding as expected.  I am a teacher and the school year is fast approaching.  I am looking forward to seeing my babies this year and trying to find a new normal.  My daughter is doing well.  During the course of the move she did not go to couseling and I think that has really affected her.  The area we moved to has such a high rate of troubled adolescents that no one is taking new patients.  I was able to track down a local sexual assault center that offers victims free couseling and I was able to get her in there.  As a matter of fact we are in a program that includes the supportive parent in the counseling as well.  It is perfect for us.  I am hoping it will help us work through this awful mess together in a healthy way.  There is still so much to unknot and repair.  He has devestated our lives and I am looking forward to The day when every minute of my life is no longer consumed by things I need to "take care of" because of this.  Life still feels so scary right now and despite the many blessings we have received, I am still terrified of what happens next....  thanks for listening.