Paranoia Support Group
Paranoia is a disturbed thought process characterized by excessive anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. It is often associated with psychotic illnesses, sometimes schizophrenia, although attenuated features may be present in other primarily non-psychotic diagnoses, such as paranoid personality disorder and obsessive compulsive disorder.
I advise keep going to them, don't give up, perhaps take a friend/family member to help you talk to them. Perhaps call helplines and get counselling, I went to YCT (for students).
Don't give up
Believe me, you may not be paranoid.