Panic Attacks Support Group
A panic attack is a period of intense fear or discomfort, typically with an abrupt onset and usually lasting no more than thirty minutes. Symptoms include trembling, shortness of breath, heart palpitations, sweating, nausea, dizziness, hyperventilation, and sensations of choking or smothering. Panic attacks can be very sudden, appear to be unprovoked, and are often...
Are you seeing a therapist or psych doc? You can ask for a psych doc if your seeing just a therapist. You can ask for anxiety meds which can help with panic attacks. Your life isn’t over. Have you tried journaling? Sometimes it helps you get your emotions out. Have you been back to the accident site? Sometimes you need to go through exposure therapy to be able to face your fears and anxiety. Maybe send an apology to the family of the motorcycle driver will help since you are bothered still by what happened, It also takes forgiving yourself for what happened.
Try relaxation techniques and grounding to help your panic attacks. Meditation, exercise, or whatever you find relaxing. When you feel an attack coming try to use grounding techniques to help calm yourself and to stay present. Look around you and start describing the landscape, buildings, colors, textures, read signs or building names backwards. Deep breathing from the lower belly can also help. Here is an article that might help:
https://veryhealthy.life/10-proven-strategies-to-deal-with-panic-attack/
I hope that you can find serenity and peace. Best wishes.