Hi, I'm new here and don't even know if I'm having panic attacks. My dad suffered a lot last year and passed away at the hands of some extremely cruel doctors and nurses (because we have universal healthcare here and they're cutting costs like crazy). I believe they murdered him through deprivation of water and food (he was crying for this) and numerous shots of morphine till he could no longer talk and swallow.
I have PTSD from flashbacks usually before sleeping and take Benedryl to help me get through the night. Now mom is showing similar symptoms to dad and I'm terrified that I have to take her to the same hospital (we're not allowed to choose and must go to the one closest to home). Whenever she coughs, I panic and I think about what happened to dad. Then I can't breathe, and my heart palpitates, and I tense up to the point when I'm almost losing my vision, and consciousness.
Do you feel like this? What do you do about it? I can't take time off to go to the doctor because mom is ill - and I don't want to be classified as a nutjob and put into the line for euthanasia - which is what's happening here, north of USA. Any suggestions would be very much appreciated ...
Anyone tried CBD oil and does it work?
Ill be glad to see orthopedic doctor on my shoulder on Monday and maybe he can tell me what is going on with neck. Already had the surgery on neck last year so I'm not wanting any repeat on that but some symptoms have returned but only if I'm doing a big job. This morning I cleaned in the garage prior to starting to get some packing started. It was enough extra to have neck heating up.