I know this is gross and very weird, but since I was in High School, when I use the restroom I have a fear the feces will get on my hand or i'll accidentally wipe it on myself while cleaning. I also have this same fear after my two year old uses the restroom. I fear something will get on him or I will accidentally touch the tissue. I know this is a strange thing to worry about. I sit in my room and worry that I've done that i've gotten in on myself when I know I didn't. I also have a fear of harming myself while showering. Is there anyone else with these problems? Sometimes I have suicidal thoughts resulting from these fears, and I've noticed the days I have to work is when these thoughts are the worst, which is strange. I need some kind of relief.
I am 21. I’ve had anxiety since i was about 16. I thought i had beat it a few years ago. Recently I was diagnosed with a skin condition that is causing bumps to appear on my thigh. They can spread my doctor told me. I am now so anxious about everything i do. I have to use every ounce of strength i have to leave my home. I really feel like i am not gonna beat it again and it’s causing me to be...
The person posting this obviously likes rare steak-LOL! Medium works for me.