anyone? :(

i have the same fear of schizophrenia, and what you are experiencing is just a thought. from what i understand delusional beliefs are believed by the person. our minds can produce all kinds of random thoughts every day, some weird, and some not, most people just don't pay that much attention to the weird ones. but yes i have had the same thoughts pop up in my mind that a schizophrenic believes, but i just let the thoughts go because i know i don't believe it.

What you are talking about is an intrusive thought albeit one that is not like the ones I get. The fact you know they are not true means that they are a symptom of OCD and that these thoughts add to your anxiety is part of the vicious circle we find ourselves in.
My intrusive thoughts range from being a school shooter to pushing someone down a flight of stairs and very many others. I wouldn't conceive of actually ever doing anything like this. The thoughts pop in my anxiety goes up, I perform a ritual and the anxiety goes down. The nasty loop is there once again.
Try to switch your mind to a more pleasant thought as difficult as it may be or if this is becoming overwhelming at any particular time, look for added stessors in your life that you may be able to modify in some way. Are you on any meds for your symptoms?

I have the lingering thought everyday wondering if I might be going crazy..it seems to always be in the back of my mind and soemtimes when i bring it to the forefront I have thoughts like these and fear that I may be schizophrenic. The best thing that helps me with this is the insanity test in David Burn's Feeling Good Handbook (CBT therapy). When you are feeling this way ask yourself these questions:

Am I hallucinating?
Do I hear voices from outside my head?
Do I feel that I am a god or a great genius?
Do I feel the FBI is conspiring against me?
Do I feel that peope are reading my mind or that my thoughts are being broadcast on loudspeakers?

Generally the answer to these questions is no. It helps me feel better anyway.