Hello, I am a new high schooler, and it’s been tough fitting in, especially because of my diagnosed depression and anxiety. I, in fact, started medication for that today. However, it makes it harder because of my low self-esteem associated with my excoriation. If you don’t know, excoriation is an OCD disorder where one picks at their own skin using anything from their fingers to blades until it bleeds. My entire face is covered in scars, and I have a fairly extreme case of it. Any suggestions? It’s extremely hard to stop picking, I’ve been trying for years, but I need help now more than ever!
Why is my mood so easily dictated by the acceptance I receive from those around me? Honestly Snapmap could be used as a torture device, except instead it sends me into a spiral of torturing myself. Why am I so easily pushed towards cutting, something I know will only bring me more pain in the longrun than the temporary relief could even fathom, by some dumb shit like a text back. I place so much...
I have had a long history of depression . I have talked about my shoplifting and alcoholism. I have a history of silly communication in work. Saracatic texts. When people dont respond I sent an anoymous e mail to somebody in work giving out about an event. She figured out it was me.Im suicidal now. I have a son. Now im thinking of ending my life