well today i was hit with really bad depression. crying usually helps and i feel relived afterward. but today is is different. i just couldnt stop crying and started feeling so gulily and down because i feel like such a failure. what depresses me the most is that i feel that no one cares. my parents wont help me and my mother especially makes things very difficult for me. she does not understand or want to understand my ocd, anexity or depression. she doesnt care if im having a bad day or if im shaking and crying. its really difficult to take and on days that im really struggling like today it seems too much to take. how can u be positive when no one cares or no one wants to "deal with you"?? i feel guilty and sad that i dont seem strong enough to take this...i pray and feel that even god doesnt listen to my pleas for help. does anyone else feel like this? i just dont know what to do anymore...all i can do is sit here and wait it out...