Assuming this comment is a joke, it cracks me up. My sense of humor is the type that makes me think of saying things like this. I'm not suicidal or negative, but my sense of humor gravitates to see the humor in negative things.

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I misunderstood. when person says they are thinking about dealth. as in they think about off themselves.
I only tried to get person off the wall. Opps You just might be write, Ib shouldn't care n help.
Excuse me.
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I realize we are the hardest on ourselves. I was down to being under 300 and than I went back to to 321. I was 350. Its small goals. Things in my life trigger me to eat and I'm going to get back on track no matter what. Its hard but its been weeks since Ive been excercising and eating right.

I realize that ometimes my impresion of my weight is not what others think. Yes I am obese but I think I feel so bad about myself that I don't do things. I haven't flown because I am afraid of what ppl will say or do.

I know what you mean feeling like dying but I figure if I was small I would have more problems it wouldn't be weight but something else. Hang in there. Someone told me today:

Its not what you are that holds you back, its what you think you're not. I agree with that.