Multiple Sclerosis (MS) Support Group
This community is a place where members can discuss current events and weigh in on what's going on in the world.
This community is a place where members can discuss current events and weigh in on what's going on in the world.
I forgot there used to be a "Me". Thanks for reminding me. I have had the disease so long that I almost forgot what I used to be like. Oddly, I remember that when healthy, I could do things much more quickly. My home health aide seems like a superwoman to me. The VA supplies one for 10 hours per week. That 10 hours is quite helpful, though I could use more help. She seems to perform tasks so much quickly than I ever could. Like you, I am sick of being sick. You are fortunate to have a family around you. I am responsible for everything and this can be quite overwhelming sometimes. I understand you are on Avonex. I did not care for Avonex at all. I had my worst relaspe while on the drug. Betaseron was better. Because I have been on all of the drugs, my disability has progressed slowly, and that has the effect of me not realizing that there was once a time I could walk without weaving, was safe around knives and an oven, or could even take a walk. I have learned several coping techniques. One must really think outside of the box. I have found many uses for Velcro. I also use a smart phone. And to enhance my cognitive functioning, I perform brain exercises EVERY DAY. There is a wonderful website. www.lumosity.com. Unlike other "Brain Games", these exercises were developed by neurologists, psychologists and other medical professionals. It is free. If you want to track your progress there is a fee, yet I think it is a great deal just to be able to do the exercises free of charge. I highly recommend it for everyone... not just those with MS. It would be great for students.
There is a "you' it's just hidden in the fog...lol
My fog is lifting. Much to the disappointment of my Neuro. But to hell with him, I have an appt with a new one July 2nd.
Like I said before...I'm just tired of it all, and KNOWING I feel BETTER without all this crap. I want "Me" back, I deserve it and so does my family. What have I got to lose? I have MS, its NOT going away, and I have to cope and do whats right for me and us...
Its for sure a personal choice for each of us. Nasty injections/IV's just arent my thing....LOL
I tried that Swank Diet. It was early in my disease, so the only thing it did for me was make me lose weight.... a LOT of weight. It was so funny when my father came to visit and was aghast at my appearance. I was so focused on how the diet would help with the MS, I really did not notice the weight until my clothes started to fall off. I am glad you are doing well.