Multiple Sclerosis (MS) Support Group
This community is a place where members can discuss current events and weigh in on what's going on in the world.
This community is a place where members can discuss current events and weigh in on what's going on in the world.
It just comes & goes, some days you're sharp, some days you're not. I hide it as much as possible and save the mindless easy stuff for the brain dead days.
Just another typical day in our MS World.
As I think back, this has been with me forever, but before this last year, it was just enough to make me creative, and after three wives, I would enjoy the ability to zone out from time to time...
But now...trying to store in the brain the multi dimensional puzzle that makes up the relationships of a good business application so as to know the next line of code to write...oops...where did that puzzle that it just took me an hour to formulate in my brain go....it is bad news for me now...
I am rejoicing tonite...I had two good productive days at work...in a row...
This is my biggest problem, just losing where I am at in a thought, or a discussion, or in a quest across the room, or across the desk...really bad when a corporate level executive is standing over you and you your train of thought, can't think of any word to say...
and then you remember that just a year or two back, this was not such a big problem.
It is spilling over to the rest of my life...I find that I have a lot of trouble...starting anything...and I mean just about anything...it is just easier to not start...and that is beginning to scare me.
I'll be alright for awhile.......then it hits me again. Some people say "oh I get those brain farts" all the time. Well this is a bit differant then those........get those too lol. Really it is frustrating, and when it's real bad, my "to do" list is in more detail, cause i'm just not "getting it". My words again, have been getting twisted around, as well as typing a sentence. I just get a blank in my brain............ Hugs.
was not like this before dx. HUGZ