I know we all get fed up with the curve balls ms throws but I am so fed up this weekend.
Had the urodynamics tests this week - post of grumpy bladder. Well today it wont go unless I use pressure/strain & I was told not to.
Yesterday I was tired quickly & my left eye was painful & closing & this is my good eye. My skin is red from a different bacteria infection but this seems to be throwing the ms into overdrive.

Last night we were sitting watching tv & my back spasmed & literally threw me forward with my back straight & really hurt. This happened several times & I have never had that or anything like it before.

I woke up early hours this morning & my left leg had been smasming, then it went totally dead & I couldnt move it at all. left arm did the same though I could move fingers & toes so that threw me. I tried to move into a different position & that was nearly impossible. My left eye would only open a crack & I couldnt focus with right eye. Mouth was clenched shut with shooting pains in the jaw. I couldnt wake hubby, I couldnt call or move & boy was I scared.
I have had where one side is dead but both legs went dead to movement.

I laid there for what seemed like ages before I could move & then hubby woke up when I got out of bed. I went into the kitchen & had a pain killer (tramadol) & antihistamine to try to help. I was struggling to walk with the walker & got back to bed. I still couldnt get to sleep & the pain did not ease.

I think I dosed off for a short while & then the same thing happened again. This time it was my total body, the left side of my face was numb including my ear. My hubby was only lightly asleep so realised thee was something wrong & tried to get me to talk but I couldnt open my mouth. He helped me get up & walk to get the legs moving & then I had an endone/morphine tablet & went back to bed. I was itchy all over as well so he gave me a back rub & I dosed off.

I slept in this morning. Left leg is dragging, foot keeps spasming & jumping everywhere, left arm is aching, eyes are both hurting. The back is so sore keep moving to try to sit comfortable & that is not working.
Add to this bladder & bowel issues (diverticular disease) & I am so over it.
Living on pain killers & I know thats not good & very thirsty but not much happening other end.

So much for getting some tidy up done over Easter & visiting David's mum, not happening as I am too tired & the sun actually hurts my skin. Must be to do with the infection I am guessing.

Thanks for reading. Just needed to vent.