OK... First question... Do you undersatnd what Im saying and what do you understand?
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The beaty of the truth that has left me with this secret of life that never opens itself to the glory of mankind and the truth of lies that have kept me bli9nd for a while only to find that truth never comes from love pf this life>

I do sometimes wonder how singletons cope with day to day life without the ability to switch, but the truth is, we're quite happy with our multiple mind.

We think you are saying that you go on in life but live with secrets that you once thought were OK but now are questioning that what you thought was truth was lies. And perhaps you feel that There can be no truth in love. We do not believe that.
Are we anywhere close?

USalone

what im meaning is that I have been did since i was 3 and people have told me Im weird and I think strange and fast. Im just wondering...because i dnt see it....just because I multiple answewrs and dimensions to questions and life...they say im complex.... and I just thought it would be interesting to see some one who could relate or just see whats going on. im just trying to find my feet in thisw dimensional room.

im the questions means:
ull never find truth if you dont seek and youll never seek if ure not unsatisfied with something. and unsatisfaction forms pain and not love. the beauty of the truth is what you make of life.

its an upside down world. Im busy writing an did play with awesome dimensions. if there is anyone in sa that would love to come...i would love to see you all, but Im in SA.
i love productions...im wondering if anyone would understand it.... thats why i asked
usalone. thanx for the reply. appreciate it

I had a strange experience a while ago -- I suddenly realized, everything in my mind was suddenly quiet. No noise. And I thought, is this what it's like to be "normal"? Until that happened, I didn't realize how much noise goes on in my head all the time. A lot, if not most, people who are DID, are that way from virtually the beginning of their lives. So, I think in some respects, it is kinda like being born blind...you really don't miss being "normal" because you really haven't experienced it much, or remember what it's like. That's what it seems like to me.

I LOVE theater!!! If I had taken an "audition" class in college, I would have a minor in it. I can't perform, because it makes me dissociate too much. I would love to find out how to overcome that, though because I love it so much. But I do also enjoy building costumes and sets. I spent hours and hours doing that while in nursing school. The people there were some of the best I've ever met. where is SA?