Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
Pusher is out today.
Never really determined the sex on this one so assuming its a she.
She hit her head pretty hard on an object and burned herself a tiny bit and stubbed her toe.
I know she is pretty mad and maybe hates us. She has pushed us down the stairs a number of times and we have to be really careful now when we walk stairs anywhere cause she seems to like to do that a lot.
I want to just acknowledge her, and state that its OK that she does this.
I mean, I don't LIKE that she does this and am seeing if we can negotiate some other thing besides danger for her to show herself or her anger.
But for right now I just want to notice her and say somewhere that she is alive
I have gotten flashbacks of a timeframe that I think is connected with her though. It seems to be Jr high, and I think her anger feels very CITY. Like, living on the streets feel, and teen runaway feel. She may actually be constructed from books I read at that age....is that weird? Do DIDDERS do that? (DID people)
Anyway, I read a bunch of books about teen runaways, druggies, and prostitutes when I was a kid, she might have her persona based on that, but I can't really say for sure.
Just,I sometimes go flying down the stairs accidentally, or am tempted to so have to watch myself.