Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
I am 14 years old most 14 year olds are going out living their lives and having fun with their friends but I do not have friends my friends are in my mind my friends or the people that are in my mind talking to me although I have not been diagnosed with this disease I am very sure that I have it I had my first break down usually it doesn't happen a lot but this was my first and I hope it will never happen again tell you about my first break down this night was like any other night I went to the bathroom wash my face put up my hair went into my room and lay down that's when I started screaming crying to myself the voices in my head turned on me and told me I was worthless that I shouldn't be here then I started screaming clip we take the light I need to do this I was very scared and I didn't know what to do in my head I close my eyes and then I saw in my head people holding me down and a chair saying no you cannot do this you need to sit back down you need to calm down I woke up that morning 12 a.m. Feeling really refreshed and like a new person now I realize what went on I don't know what went on and that's where I need help finding out if anyone out there has experienced as please tell me what's going on I need to know
When you have DID you usually do not remember when your alters are out. The voices could be a type of psychosis...schizophrenia, borderline personality, of just a melt down of your own subconscious mind. Either way go get help before it gets worse.
You need to tell someone about this.
If you can trust people in your family, talk to them and see a doctor, a mental health professional.
If you CANT trust people in your family, you need to find someone at school - a counselor - and have them help you get an appointment with a mental health person.
Don't tell the counselor you think you have multiple personality, they aren't trained for that kind of thing and wouldn't know how to help you. Just tell them you have some problems that you want to discuss with a therapist and get an appointment.
Are you doing OK right now?