Multiple Personalities Support Group
Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...
I’m Shai I am not the main personality, as much I wish I was the main personality I’m not
Kaylee is the main personality
I was made when Kaylee was 9 years old
Kaylee was abuse, physically, mentally, and emotionally. His name is Robert and he made me, I remember it like it was yesterday.
Kaylee’s mom found about me when Kaylee was in middle school. She sent Kaylee to tharpy and mental doctors they didn’t believe us and diagnosed Kaylee with PTSD, Social Phobia, and anxiety. After that I went in hiding. Kaylee locked me away shortly after that. When she was in middle school I don’t know how she did it, but she did. The last thing I remember was being in middle school the next thing I know I am laying next to a man not knowing who he was and where I was. He knew who I was, he believed me, he believed in me. After a while he fell in love with me and Zachary and Kaylee all got married. Hard as it is, there’s a lot of fighting and crying but we make it, u feel like he’s getting sick of it, of me. I feel like if we had to choice one of us he would choice Kaylee no questions.
After the ordeal with the doctors we have all been afraid to speak out again the doctors made us feel crazy. I am not crazy. I breath, bleed, cry and laugh. Zachary says we laugh, cry, kiss, dress different. We believes us, I don’t know about Kaylee but it makes me feel less crazy. Kaylees family don’t believe me, they believe the docs, well he mom don’t shes at a toss up between us
Saying all this makes me feel better. Thank you for reading this comment if you have any advice you can give me
-Shai
welcome to the group. I'm sorry you all had such abuse inflicted on you, no child should. And No, you're not crazy, none of you must ever let others make you believe that you are. Cos you're not. I'm not multiple, so I have no advice for you, but I'm sure you'll find lots of support from other members that are
kevin
Things change over time. Sometimes people don't believe you not because you are crazy or lying, but because they feel shame and guilt. They should have seen the signs or protected you. They don't want to remember that time of life. They have similar issues or whatever reason. You are not alone having family not believe you.
But that can change over time. As people see that you are still you and it isn't threatening to admit that bad things happen, people might be able to accept your condition.
Its sooooo hard to not be believed. To be called a liar.
But sometimes people are just afraid about something bad that might happen to them because they failed you.
They don't want to admit things that are ugly and scary.
Two people in my family didn't believe me. Questioned me, said I was wrong, said I was a hypochondriac or dramatizing things. It was hurtful, horrible, and devastating.
But I maintained my relationships and over time they both came to believe me and accept it, as much as they were able.
Hang in there, and only reveal as much as you feel safe to do. Your safety and wellbeing comes first, not convincing them or making them see...the care of you and hopefully they I'll come around