Multiple Personalities Support Group

Dissociative identity disorder is a diagnosis described as the existence in an individual of two or more distinct identities or personalities, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. At least two of these personalities are considered to routinely take control of the individual's behavior, and there is also some associated memory loss,...

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KittyTwist 04/28/2018

I had a rough couple of days. Well really, I had some amazingly awesome days, where i sort of thought life might end up being blissful for the rest of my days.

Now THAT was dumb! Cuz the next two days I worked with a colleague who knows about my condition and basically picked on me continually. If he wasn't hounding me for how I did things, he was badgering me about something else, or calling me stupid or crazy. And a few times made a fist of his hand and used it to talk, and said it was one of my other personalities. He says they don't think I really love with my sister,that she is one of my other personalities and I !ight go all berserk when I find out she doesn't exist.

This is a grown man.

It astonished me that this childish behavior comes out of an adult. I am so angry about this i could cause some damage right now. But I'm also hurt, frightened and feeling cagey.

And this the mention of beer, cuz I really just feel like hiding and never opening up to anyone else as long as I live...

mulplicity 04/28/2018

I understand the feeling of wanting to curl up in a ball and hide never to talk to anyone again. However, even though I am new, I think this can be a safe place. Some people can be quite ignorant, and it plays a role in your emotions when people like this cross your path. I understand. Just try to stay strong <3

KittyTwist 04/28/2018

Thanks.
I hope you find this site helpful.
There are loads of old posts that you have to scroll back to find, but many are good and helpful. It sometimes feels lonely on here, as people aren't always around to chat with. But eventually someone shows up.
I'm usually on here on the weekends, so that's when I will be gabbing, whining and trolling. *wink
I don't know when anyone else is on here....But glad you got on board.

Jellybean6 04/28/2018

That's terrible Kitty. I'm sorry that happened to you. Only a handful of people know about my condition too. My husband and I were going through a rough patch about a year ago and he confided in longtime close friends of ours that it had triggered me and was trying to explain my condition. Our friend tried to convince him that I must be faking it, that DID isn't real. My husband and our other friend were pretty appalled. My husband has know me since high school and knows everything about me. He didn't go into anymore details in order to protect my privacy but needless to say we don't look at that friend the same.

k2hsharpe 04/28/2018

aah Kitty
with respect, your colleague is a fuckwit who doesn't realise just how privileged he is that you've shared your lives with him. He doesn't understand just how much trust is involved. And Jellybean & mulplicity, I'm really sorry if you've both also experienced such things

KittyTwist 04/29/2018

Jellybean
Ugh!
That's so shitty to have a friend think you are lying. I wish people were more curious than judgmental...then they might read up on things they wondered about instead of going straight for YOU'RE A LIAR.
people are butts.!!!

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