Miscarriage Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have experienced the traumatizing event of a miscarriage or a stillbirth. Miscarriage remains one of the most common complication of pregnancy, but that doesn't make it easy to deal with. Join the group and find support in the company of others who know what you're going through.
It sound like you are currently being surrounded by negative energy/thoughts/actions. I suggest that you find some healthy relationships. This can be done through this group or even through local churches.
Hugs to you.