Boy oh boy am I not looking forward to tomorrow at all. I wish I could just stay in bed all day. I wish I was not gonna be home alone tomorrow. On 6/6/07 we lost our beautiful baby boy Nicholas, and it seems that on the 6th of every month it is just so hard. I was really hoping that it would get easier, but honestly it isn't. I mean I am laughing more and feeling better, but the emotional rollercoaster is a real killer. I just miss my little guy and wish I could have him back. My hubby started to cry tonight and said he was a bad daddy cause he didn't have his boy. I told him that he was not a bad daddy and that nothing either one of us could do would have changed what happened. So please pray for us to get through tomorrow. Thanks everyon!! Hugs to all!!!!
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