i'm so sorry. and to have it on Thanksgiving.=/ that must be really hard. don't blow the appointment off.
i'm not going to tell you it gets easier because then i'd be lying. at least for me, if anything the pain, depression, anger ECT got worse. so, for me it didnt get easier.
if you ever need anyone to talk too, please message me. i know how hard it is and the pain you're going through.
i'll send some prayers your way (:

Thanks for posting. Heading to the hospital in about a hour and a half. Having confirmed what I already know if the bad part and then putting on a smile for the rest of the day.

I'm so sorry, How did it go?

I still can't get the memory out of my head of my ultrasound, the lady showing me my baby then looking for the heartbeat, going quiet and turning the monitor away so I could no longer see.

I think it doesn't necessarily get easier but you will have good and bad days. Good days are when you don't think about it, bad days are when you have a glass of wine and feel guilty because you should be pregnant and avoiding alcohol.

Just no matter what no it's good to be sad, it comes from a great place of disappointment and love.

*know

Thanks for all the kind words. To add insult to injury they couldn't find a good vein so a few attempts later I have a bruise on my arm. My emotion for the moment is laughter...its like really??? That guilt free glass of wine is going to be had sooner rather than later. :) Thanks for the support ladies. :)

Elliepp, I am in your world right now. I had the beginning of the end on Thanksgiving too. This has been the hardest weekend for me in a very long time, the emotional and physical pain was unbearable, the former is going to take a long time to heal from. I was actually at my sister in law's with lots of family, and my husband and I hadn't even told anyone of our pregnancy. I had to cry in sectret, grieve in secret, and try to remain composed around the family, including a 2 year old and an 4 month old, whch I died inside every time I held because it was a continuous remeinder. I actually started to really have it bad when we were at a museum of science with kids, babies, and happy parents everywhere, I wanted to scream and break down.
This is my 1st pregnancy, and I haven't even been to my OB yet, this has been so draining.
I hope that you are able to stay strong, and that all goes well from this day forward. I am trying to remain that way, and through faith, prayer, and support from those who are very close, and hopefully this sight, I can too take each day and make it better.
Please feel free to share with me if you want, and maybe you can have someone else to go through it with.
Hugs!

Hopefull32 it the exact same thing for us. We haven't told anyone and there were three kids at my family's. My first appointment was to be Dec. 12. The dr hasn't even called me back today. I had to come out to meet friends and all I want to do is scream. Right now I am angry. thank you for posting. Our situation is almost identical. Be strong and message me I you want to talk.