Miscarriage Support Group
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I have been a member on DS for a few months now, since my 4th MC, but I have never made a post. So here goes.
I am in a very bad place at the moment, I am very angry and snappy most of the time, I feel very sad and I have lost all faith, or hope of ever having children. All I keep thinking is why, did I do something wrong, or was I bad in a previous life??? I feel like I'm on a downward spiral and I can't get back towards the top to happiness.
I have had various tests carried out, so far nothing has shown up. The Drs in the UK are just so unhelpful and make so mistakes, and after reading peoples stories from the US it seems like there is so much more help available. Unfortunately money is a bit tight for me right ow, so I think travelling to the US is out of the question perhaps another time). I am waiting to see a specialist in London next July but I am worried they will not be able to help me either. I know I'm being impatient, but my journey seems to have taken ages so far. I hate the not knowing, the wondering if it will ever work out.
So really what I want to ask people is any ideas on how to turn my negative snappy unhappy self back into someone who is happier? How do I get my faith (and patience) back?
I am in a very bad place at the moment, I am very angry and snappy most of the time, I feel very sad and I have lost all faith, or hope of ever having children. All I keep thinking is why, did I do something wrong, or was I bad in a previous life??? I feel like I'm on a downward spiral and I can't get back towards the top to happiness.
I have had various tests carried out, so far nothing has shown up. The Drs in the UK are just so unhelpful and make so mistakes, and after reading peoples stories from the US it seems like there is so much more help available. Unfortunately money is a bit tight for me right ow, so I think travelling to the US is out of the question perhaps another time). I am waiting to see a specialist in London next July but I am worried they will not be able to help me either. I know I'm being impatient, but my journey seems to have taken ages so far. I hate the not knowing, the wondering if it will ever work out.
So really what I want to ask people is any ideas on how to turn my negative snappy unhappy self back into someone who is happier? How do I get my faith (and patience) back?
I would love to just start feeling normal.
I know this does not resolve you problem but i hope knowing your not alone may help a little. Take care
I would love to just start feeling normal.
I know this does not resolve you problem but i hope knowing your not alone may help a little. Take care