Miscarriage Support Group
This community is dedicated to those who have experienced the traumatizing event of a miscarriage or a stillbirth. Miscarriage remains one of the most common complication of pregnancy, but that doesn't make it easy to deal with. Join the group and find support in the company of others who know what you're going through.
A friend of mine told me today she can't believe how strong I am... But I'm not. Today I can't stop crying.
After 4 years of TTC and 4 operations I finally got my BFP in May on our first IVF cycle. I was so happy and scarred but was feeling ok at our first us when they declared a blithed ovum. After a repeat us a week later and 4 rounds of meds to mc, I ended up having a D&E on Monday, almost a month after finding out my pregnancy wasn't viable.
I've been on bed rest since monday after my procedure. I have really bad linning so my IF surgeon put in a IUD to help me heal and I hope to try again in two months.
I just don't know if I can wait that long. I'm so scared I'll never be able to get my baby. I just want to be pregnant again but I'm terrified it won't work. In my head I keep thinking I'll be fine by the end of September, don't I know yet that there's no garanty.
I know my hormones are crashing, I feel so lost...
After 4 years of TTC and 4 operations I finally got my BFP in May on our first IVF cycle. I was so happy and scarred but was feeling ok at our first us when they declared a blithed ovum. After a repeat us a week later and 4 rounds of meds to mc, I ended up having a D&E on Monday, almost a month after finding out my pregnancy wasn't viable.
I've been on bed rest since monday after my procedure. I have really bad linning so my IF surgeon put in a IUD to help me heal and I hope to try again in two months.
I just don't know if I can wait that long. I'm so scared I'll never be able to get my baby. I just want to be pregnant again but I'm terrified it won't work. In my head I keep thinking I'll be fine by the end of September, don't I know yet that there's no garanty.
I know my hormones are crashing, I feel so lost...
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I am very sorry for your loss and the difficult time trying to conceive in the first place. I have no live children. I have lost 2 I miscarried at 13 weeks in 2010 and then lost my son in 2011 a few days after he was born. He was premature. It was a year yesterday since I lost him. My heart goes out to you. I think every woman who has gone through this is very good at looking strong on the outside. But on the inside we are torn and dead. Its alright to cry. I cry for my children every single day. I hope you are blessed with a little one soon.
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Ugh.. What can I say. I am right there with you. I just can't believe we would be made to go through this when we have had to be so patient for so long (you even more so) and deal with so much already. I can't stop crying either. I had to take the rest of the week off of work. This pain is just so deep. I'm trying to find the positives through the haze and pray we will all find healing and strength during this time.
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