I went to this festival thing our town was having yesterday and it seemed like I was surrounded by pregnant women and new born babies....they were everywhere and I just kept zeroing on them and once I saw them it was like I couldn't look away. It made me very depressed and ruined the good time I was having. I lost my baby girl at 16w5d and tomorrow will be 4 weeks. Everytime I see a pregnant woman or a baby it makes me so sad, I am almost jealous of what they have, and I honestly feel bad that I feel this way, it just makes me so sad and sometimes I start crying in public. I deleted facebook to avoid all of the baby posts and I am for the time being avoiding family and friends that are either pregnant or have recently had a baby...but now it's like I can't go anywhere without it upsetting me and I don't want to become a hermit that never leaves my house. What made it even worse is that as I was dealing with all of this emotion yesterday, my mom test messages me about 5 pictures of her brother-in-law's new baby that was born on friday, I have not even seen her brother-in-law in about 10 years, I was never close to him, I don't know his wife and didn't even know she was pregnant but for some reason my mom feels it necessary to send me all of these pictures knowing what I am going through and that I just lost my baby not even a month ago, part of me wanted to tell her how much it upset me, but then I thought to myself that she probably didn't even think about it upsetting me before she did it, so I just replyed to her that the baby was cute and said nothing else.

Is this a normal thing that occurs when you are grieving a loss? If anyone else has experienced similar feelings, does it get easier in time?