I am married and we have four children the ages are 17g, 5b and b/g twins 22months. I found out i was prego this yr in may. I was not ready for anymore children. When i told my husband the news he was excited and he asked me how i felt. I told him that i was not emotionally connected with this pregnancy. I few weeks past and my appt was coming I started to experience labor pains I knew something went wrong..I miscarriged. I was shock and sad. I often ask my self was it my fault because i didnt want this baby. I feel in my heart i want to concecvie again because of my lost.