ok... so my dad has been on drugs for as long as i can remember. And when i was little he and my mom seperated because of it. It has greatly impacted our relationship. When i was younger i didnt really know what drugs were. But as i got older i found out. My brother, sister, and best friend started smoking meth, and hung out with alot of people that did it too. And i was always around them so i've seen 1st hand what it does to people. But i've never actually done it myself. My dad started smoking it with my brother and sister. He even did it in the same room as me when i was sleeping. (i know because i woke up and saw him) After that went on for a few years, i met my current boyfriend. And a few months into our relationship, i found out he smoked meth too. It broke my heart, but he helped me to learn alot about my dad. Why he did the things he did and why he acted the way he did towards me. To make a long story short, i got my boyfriend to stop doing it and he has been clean and sober for a little over 6 months. And my brother, sister, and best friend has also stopped. But my dad still does it. And i don't know how to get him to stop. It's killing him and its killing me. I want my dad back... But i don't know how to make him understand that.
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