Medical Mysteries Support Group
This community is dedicated to people who suffer from an illness that has been difficult to define. As advanced as modern medicine is, there still exist many cases where doctors cannot pinpoint an exact cause for pain or other symptoms. Suffering with any illness is certainly difficult, but suffering with an illness that cannot be identified can be especially difficult...
Okay, this may seem silly, but I'm really looking for help, and i wasn't really sure where to put this, or even begin to look for conditions that migth make me feel this way. So I thought this would be a great place.... cause why I feel this way is a mystery to me.
Okay, ever since 10 or 11, I've had this notion in my head that I`m not like everyone else. Not in the way, that I`m `special`or `unique`, but that i`m not really human. I`ve grown, and learned, and matured, and i`m now 23 years old, in univesity, with a wonderful life partner (my gilfriend), yet I still feel the same way.
I`m not sure why, but this is how i feel. I feel like i am part-human, and par-alien, like a hyrid or something... Please help
Okay, ever since 10 or 11, I've had this notion in my head that I`m not like everyone else. Not in the way, that I`m `special`or `unique`, but that i`m not really human. I`ve grown, and learned, and matured, and i`m now 23 years old, in univesity, with a wonderful life partner (my gilfriend), yet I still feel the same way.
I`m not sure why, but this is how i feel. I feel like i am part-human, and par-alien, like a hyrid or something... Please help
i dont think this is silly in the least.
i had my first feelings of 'not belonging here' at probably five years old, well before the age of reason. it rapidly evolved into an underlying [ unspoken ] suspicion that i was not even entirely part of this species.
i rarely give these feelings extensive thought, unless i experience 'symptoms'; unprovoked hallucinations, hearing 'voices], vivid and prophetic dreams and whatnot.
i have been inexplicably ill with autoimmune type symptoms for quite some time now as well. is this related? it is curious, surely, as it seems my body is viewing itself as an 'alien' .
i am certainly curious about your condition as well.