MCTD Support Group
Mixed connective tissue disease (MCTD) or Sharp's syndrome is a human autoimmune disease in which the immune system attacks the body. MCTD combines features of polymyositis, systemic lupus erythematosus, and systemic scleroderma and is thus considered an overlap syndrome. MCTD commonly causes joint pain/swelling, Raynaud phenomenon, muscle inflammation, and scarring of...
Beth
Also, the prednisone will keep a lot of people from sleeping, esp at that dose.
Mary Ann
Hope you feel better soon
Mary Ann
Is it possible for you to look for a job that is not so stressful and such long hours? Looks like this is killing you, But it is hard to find work right now.. You might look though. Never know!
It is hard to talk to your spouse, I know, but sometimes you have to. You have been married awhile, maybe you could get a little support there. Saying that, I will tell you that it upsets my spouse to hear my struggles and so I keep it to myself most of the time.
Anyway, remember we are here for each other and you can always spill your guts here!
Mary Ann
but I could never burden her with my doubts and fears. She pulls some strength from me to believe its going to be ok. and if thats all I can give her, its hers. As far as my carrier yes I could try and find another job but my field of work is about .01% of the workforce. Some chemical plants only have one instrument man.
I just got an apology email from my internal med doc for dropping the ball again. being this close to a treatment for something thats been without a name for so long, other than the false names, anxiety or heart problems whatever they could blame it on. but it's driving me to be artistic. When I got to the end of the email I wrote a small poem
I am the broken, wounded and possibly the left behind
But in my mind Im still a man and need to use any means
To hold on to that position before I wither beyond a place
Where I can be rescued, gasping on the ground as lifes army
Passes my frail body on the ground without a second glance
I fear diabetes, enough lung damage to make MCTD treatment impossible a heart attack cause my unique ability to clot. or even a stroke for the same reason.
Your all too kind and I can only imagine what some of you think of my entrance and jumping in with both feet. I never want to offend anyone
I never want to cause a glimmer of hope to leave anyones eyes. But for a very long time I was alone in illness. It feels really good not to be alone anymore.
Mary Ann