I feel for you V V, yes, after my first period of prolonged daily use I was the same. Only had one source and I would hound him, beg, etc. I think that once you go daily for a while this is what happens (and for me even occasional leads to daily, guaranteed).
I am 14 days now, and I can tell you it will ease up after 7-10 days. Keep at it, you're halfway there. The three days gives you a golden opportunity, if you stick with it a bit longer you could be free of it.
"When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"

Yes, I have done the same on may occassions. Stick with it, stay busy and it will get easier.

i was just the way you are feeling from age 13 - 31. eventually, i made sure that i would never run out. i spend 500 per month on bud. once i was old enough to make sure i had a constant supply (21) it just became one of my expenses... it didnt begin at 500 a month, but it is now. the best thing you can do for yourself is to go through this. this is the feeling you will feel everytime you run out if you continue to smoke so steadily. i was smoking 4 blunts a day... i finally decided that i cant go on like this. how much money i spent on pot; instead of clothes, bills, etc. be thankful that this is a wakeup call for you. you are becoming dependent. you should make sure that you do not become a true addict for 10 years..... i used it for anxiety and for fun. more for fun when i was young, then for anxiety. i stopped for 6 days for the first time since i was sixteen. i had to take myself to another state to get away from my family that smokes and my boyfriend and my friends that all smoke. i went nuts. i couldnt sleep, i couldn't eat, i was depressed, i cried, i had hives on my body just from the sudden stop of having bud in my system....

don't do what i did. i should have stopped or atleast became a moderate smoker when i was younger.

anyway i just got back home on friday from my 6 day detox... and guess what .... i smoked. i took 4 pulls. i was finally able to eat and sleep and i was so happy. but today is sunday... so i took 4 pulls on friday, smoked about a blunt yesterday and today i smoked a joints worth. i'm very depressed.

and by the way heavy marijuana use leads to depression... yeah, i'd say it's bullshit but you know what at 23 i was diagnosed with major depression. it comes and goes. bud also leads to anxiety and doesnt let us learn coping skills that are necessary when we're adults... we're always looking to just dumb out and feel numb about our problems...

Run girl!!!!! to do it on the weekends is one thing... but when you have to do it every day you can end up like me very easily.

god bless you love. it will get better. when you do get the bud - try not to go back to the same level of tolerance. even 4 days without pot will make the 5th day get you high on two pulls. now that's better than everyday.