Lupus Support Group
Lupus is an auto-immune disease in which the immune system cannot distinguish between threats (like viruses and bacteria), and healthy cells and tissue. As a result, the body produces antibodies that inflict cell damage, most commonly targeting joints, skin, kidneys and the nervous system. Join the group and find support for coping with lupus.
I am so stressed out right now. I had the super high hypertension for about 6 weeks and basically never felt distressed about it. I mean I wrote on the boards to find out info but that is just me, I like to know what is goin on. So finally it just hit me today what is actually going on with me. I am so frigin freaked out!!!! Since my bp is going down my family is not acting concerned anymore. Its like when someone dies and the family member is numb for a long time and all the supporters leave and then the family member freaks out. That is how I am feeling right now. You should see my leg, it is bouncing up and down a million miles a minute. I just want to smoke a cigarette and run away to a nice little hidey hole. Wanna join me? We could run off to Rockport on the Texas coast. They have beautiful bay homes there and they are not that expensive. We could sit up on the balconies and just smoke to our little hearts content!!!
You take care girl and remember that what you do is YOUR DAMN business and not anyone elses. So if you wanna smoke and it helps your anxiety and panic then do it. No one owns us and the last I checked we live in America and we are supposed to be free. Well for a little longer I hope!! Tamye