i am completely alone..

Wow,ok so im not the only 1 who feels alone then,been married 16 yrs, no children,and 1 8 month old puppy,who helps with the loneliness sometimes....my husband and i ,i believe have grown apart,we basically are more like roommates then anything else sad yes but true.
some little voice keeps telling me,theres more out there for me,but its the shyness and nerves,that keep me from doing anything .....so yes loneliness does seem to be my middle name most days.......

I feel as though I am alone a lot of the time. This is probably due to the fact that I am physically disabled and use a wheelchair. People usually tend to look right past me, see the wheelchair, and run away without even giving me a chance to communicate with them.

There is a saying to the effect that "loneliness kills." Believe me, there is more truth than fiction in that. There have been many times when I've been so lonely that I have wanted to kill myself. I even tried to do that once.

The loneliness I am going through is almost unbearable. I do not know how much longer I can put up with it. The pain it creates is almost beyond belief.