Well I am sorry you have gone through so much and you are my friend we can talk I hate night time and get lonely too its not the greatest feeling at all. So I am here if you need to talk.

Im sorry. I understand how people can be so dismissive. I isolated myself for an entire summer because of this. Anyways- the thing i realized is that through tough time we get to see who are true friends are. Maybe take this as a lesson? and if you find you have atleast one true friend, your lucky! Im sorry I dont know how to make you happier, but hopefully you can find some comfort in these words: You arent alone here. Stay strong. xo L.

I understand how you feel. I think I am in the same boat. Some people just dont understand the difference of people that want a genuine friend and people that are attention seekers. They often combine the two when they are totally different. I am here if you would like to talk.

how long ago did your wife die? Just curious.....I guess you have a lot of stuff going on....did you have children?

maybe try some meetup groups on the internet...google meetup.com

You can change sweety, it just takes time. You went through a very difficult loss and then you get hurt by the next woman that comes along. I am up until 11:00 at night, California time and I leave my computer on DS so if you ever need to talk, I will be available until then. I am still angry at the girl who hurt you so bad. That was the last thing you needed. I have seen the sad side of you AND the happy side of you.
This is for you drew:
1. Here's to the people who get back up more times than they are knocked down,
who give more than they ever expect to receive,
who still show love to other's
even when their own heart is broken.
Who smile through the sad times,
who light the way for others,
who spread laughter and joy,
Thank you for making the world a better place.
Hugs GB

Thak you all for your kind words. They are greatly appreciated. :)