Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
Might have to put my cat to sleep on Monday, made an appointment today, good friday, with some crying while talking to secretary at vet...long holiday weekend, and only a couple hundred dollars left after spending 300 dollars a week ago for iv drip for my cat.
My cat had pancreatic infections and now maybe liver disease; Monday for blood work to find out what is best for him.
Me at age 58, with my cat as my only friend/relative...no car, phone, internet; on free computer down hall from apt where I live.
I'm glad for the 65 year old woman in my building to take me to vet, and maybe shelter on Monday; go right from vet if worse happens to get another cat; best to get another cat to get over the pain than to stare at walls by myself.
When my mom died, before thanksgiving 2001, the coroner drove me home from the hospital 25 miles away. Back then i was stuck in delapidated 3-floor family house by myself, without a computer. Aty least I can now go on the internet to express how lousy I feel;)
Took local bus to walmart a couple hours ago, me alone in the crowd, packed walmart as though days before Christmas. Me in a building with mostly 70 and 80 year olds, with some on oxygen, and having lots of family, so i certainly can't talk to them about "just" a cat.
All partly due to my lowlife, crazy, parents; I think they were sadistic enough to want me to have such a painful life, seeing how they tried to keep me in seclusion when i was going to school. My church going, boozing, dad killed himself new years eve.
Hoping to get this out my system to get through weekend; my cat has been doing a lot of hiding, they do when near death; hate going back to my apartment, but will, to try to comfort my pet till long time Monday.
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Can you identify these rom-coms from just a screenshot from the middle of the films? This is a multiple choice quiz so even if you're not entirely sure you can always take a guess and at least have a 25% chance of getting it right anyway, so why not have a go?! https://www.buzzfeed.com/alysaurus688/rom-com-screenshot-trivia-quiz
been a long time since i was on this site, and i still haven't learned about notifications.
i spent the last six hours in the hallway computer room where i live, avoiding my cat----cause i just cant see him suffer.
though he seems to be getting better---but again, online info of a cat with liver disease has his good and bad days....with bad days really bad, and good days amounting to not being so bad.
thanks again.
it's 430 in morning, i'm down the hall in the apt building where i live, i looked outside, two wheelchair tenants on sidewalk smoking cigarettes. i really should be grateful i'm not in a wheelchair, on oxygen, and smoking cigarettes, but...
take good care of yourself, don't let yourself wind up with a lifetime/decades of loneliness like me, including with any maladaptive daydreaming or avoidant personality disorder, two things i only learned of late in life.
selfish me only back cause of trauma....and only when something happens to a pet do i get a backbone, not be a door mat, when comes to using public building computer...though its around five in morning when i'm on hallway computer right now.