I have the same thoughts daily, but you know what? I have come to realize that things could be so much worse! Imagine not being able to have the option of getting up out of bed in the morning to move around and do your chores. I know a woman diagnosed with Lou Gerigs disease and she can no longer get out of bed or take care of herself not even as simple as getting up to pee. So I took on a new outlook as far as that is concerned.

Do you have any hobbies? Do you live alone? I do not live alone but I am always alone anyway and I try not to take things forgranted but its not easy, so I can understand how you feel. Sometimes even the smallest changes can help us get motivated...thats why I am glad I found this site.

I know how you feel. Life is very dull for me. I live alone and all I do is work and chores. I have social anxiety and have no friends. I use this site to communicate with a few people. I'd be happy to message you if you want me to. But I must say I am pretty boring, lol. I hope things improve for you. Do you go out much? I'm guessing not, but why not? What kinds of things give you pleasure in life? I have nothing but my computer. I am always worried I am going to be homeless soon because working is so hard for me. Message me anytime, love to hear from you - Hugs

That's why I feel stuck in a rut; Doing the same routine daily. I appreciate routine and need structure in my life but, at the same time, I need to do things outside of that routine. Going somewhere new or just going somewhere I don't get to go every day like out to the movies. Gotta break the routine sometimes and do something fun for you.