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Hi everyone,
I've been battling anxiety, depression, fatigue, loneliness, same sex attraction, masturbation & porn addiction for well over a decade.
Feel free to read my posts in the porn addict group or on my page, you'll get my story.
I'm going to the doctor this week, hopefully find some medication that will help.
I've come to the conclusion that everything is parasitically living of everything else.
My faith is very important to me, God has gotten me to the point of opening up about all my struggles / issues and I have to overcome all of them (most importantly all the sexual crap)
I'm just glad that I'm withdrawn and have never done anything with anyone, I pray that medication will keep it that way until marraige & all this nonsense will go away.
I came off of medication I was one for 10 years, dramas with the doctor etc..., been more unstable this year but at the same time my faith is getting stronger & I'm committed to overcoming / changing even though I've failed many times. Hope new meds will work.
Please send up a prayer for me.
I gave my life to Christ during a period of mental instability back in 2012 after a tragedy in my life, same time period I got hooked on porn, pretty sure it was the devil trying to prevent me from accomplishing what God wants me to.
Sadly my biggest accomplishment in life is my sin. Due to all my issues I've been unemployed since I finished school.
My family doesn't have money for studying, I get too overfaced & stressed out & wouldn't have been able to cope at a normal job.
I went to an ACE highschool, wouldn't have coped in a traditional one.
I hope God delivers all of us from everything we're battling.
God Bless.
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
I believe we all have a guardian angel and in that sense we are never alone. I wanted proof of that so I asked for a sign. A few hours later, when I opened my back door to go outside, I stepped onto my deck and I was met by the most beautiful butterfly I ever saw. He hovered in front of me for a few minutes and did a couple of circles around me and went up over the the roof and was gone. It was in that moment that I knew I would be going through a huge change for the better, and it's been an on going process ever since.
Right around that time, I started a daily practice of meditation which has helped me to improve my conscious contact with God.
Working through our fears is what makes our Faith stronger.
God Bless
It sounds like you have a lot of heavy emotional baggage you are carrying around and I hope you can find peace of mind about all these issues. I personally think God loves us no matter who we love because after all, he made us the way we are. We are attracted to or love who we love, man or woman, because that is our journey here on earth and God loves us the way he made us.
At my church, anyone who loves their same sex/gender person is not shamed but loved and valued and found worthy. They are not told they are bad or wrong for loving who they love. This is just another way to realize your same sex attraction is not a sin and you are loved by the almighty just for who you are.
From my religious & faith perspective, sexual purity is definitely my goal & I only want to be intimate with my future wife.
Permanently switch off lust & just love people in my life.
Basically I'm saying that my faith is more important to me than anything else & that I'm only going to reach true happiness & contentment once I've overcome everything I have too.
I'm not a bigoted person, I love people as long as they aren't committing heinous acts.
I'd have the same goal of sexual purity even if my stronger sexual attraction was towards the opposite sex.
From a Biblical standpoint purity is the only way until marriage between a husband & wife, you can call me old fashioned but I fully agree with that view.
In my opinion I don't hate the gay community but neither do I affirm it, because my faith can't support either of those views.
Hope you guys can understand my perspective.
Ever feeling lonely feel free to chat,
Once someone brings up some of these ideas, others just naturally type their feelings or thoughts back. People want to read what you have to say just because that is how this works. Just a flexible way of thinking and being, I guess I might say. Someone writes in, others chime in their thoughts or feelings. It is human connection among strangers.
I admire your vow of purity until marriage. I hope we are all good here.