In the F2F world I often feel lonely. I now know that those moments are fleeting and will pass. But during them I feel so isolated. I now know why I'm so lonely. At least the fecal matter that is the cause is no longer an issue. Today it is about meeting people which is hard where I live. And due to Financial restraints moving is out of the question. I went to a GAY group a couple of Sundays back. Where I live GAYS are more accepting then the hetrosexuals are in many cases. I enjoyed being with them and a part of there company as I'm bisexual. I'm really just looking for friends who will accept me as I am as a person. Obviously, or maybe NOT so obviously, If I meet and get in a Relationship with a girl then sexual faithfulness and faithfulness are first and foremost for me. Faithfulness and letting her know she is special. But for now I just want to end the isolation. I won't be jumping at anybody for a Partner. I did that once and became a victim of conjugal violence from a woman who showed herself to be very narcissistic and who reminded me of my Mom. I usually run from women who remind me of my Mom. But the horrendous problem of codependancy was ever present. I'm embarrassed just to think about it. But Today is where my present moment is to be found. So how to use that continuing moment in a way that brings me happiness is something I'm trying to figure out. I almost finished a novel and found reading novels enjoyable again. In brief I got to get to know myself again. Thanks for reading.