Hi puglet...yep I know today has been one of those days for me...I laid in bed all morning thinking I need to go pick up the doggie poop in my back yard....but stayed in bed...thinking it was going to rain....well then when I decided I was awake and needed to do something I turned on radio baseball game....so I listened for while then got up to get something to eat...then game on TV....I called my buddy too....he was out with his twin brother....so I asked if he wanted to do dinner...said he had just had steak lunch with brother at brothers house....so no!

I called a couple female friends too...one was just coming home from her fathers day thingie that had her hot tired and not wanting to do dinner,...the other is going to come by here after a trip to get her uncle from nursing home and take him to the cemetery her dad is buried in....so I decided I needed to go by my dad's grave...took the dogs along and I also went over to sisters to drop off a simm card of pics from my Aunt for her to decide which of the family pics she wants....

home again now and watching Jimmy Fallon Tonight Show Tivo from back in March I think...LOL

When friend gets here we are going to a Cajun restaurant near me that I like and is in its infancy....like year old....but good food and they make a great smoked pork steak which is good for anyone as it is not hot at all spicy wise...I tried the gumbo last time I was there and prob will get gumbo again....

anyway that is this Fathers Day for me...I never had children because I was sick with schizophrenia during my 20s and did not formulate relationships to have child in....fortunately the sex I did have did not give me a consequence I could not have helped with....

I've been single for over four years and when someone mentions being lonely my response has always been I'm not lonely, but I am bored! Now my daughter has nearly finished college and stays with a friend most of the time so without her distraction I am starting to get more of the lonely feeling. On what people get when they get me? Kindness, trust, loyalty? Nothing fancy and not highly valued attributes in this world it seems.

I might be a gift but I'm the gift nobody has ever wanted.

They get whatever benefits them and MOST of them leave when you are in need. In a nutshell.

I feel lonely as well. I don't really have any friends, possibly because I have social anxiety and hard to think of something to talk about when I'm around people. I would like to have friends so I'm on here trying to accomplish that.

Well, here goes the quote-a-holic in progress. Hope they help to answer your questions, help with your boredom, , and enjoy them.

1.. Always show kindness and love to others.
Your words might be filling the empty place in someone's heart.

2. The best kind of people are the ones that come into your life, and make you see the sun where you once saw clouds. The people that believe in you so much, that you start to believe in yourself too!

3. When I'm sad and lonely, I just sing, and then I realize my voice is worse than my problems!

4. If the face you always show the world is a mask, someday there will be nothing beneath it. Because when you spend too much time concentrating on everyone else's perception of you, or who everyone else wants you be be, you eventually forget who you really are.
So don't fear the judgments of others; you know in your heart who you are and what's true for you. You don't have to be perfect to impress and inspire people. Let them be impressed and inspired by how you deal with your imperfections.

Hugs GB

I feel the same way puglet. All I can think of is writing down the good characteristics that you have. I know there have to be many. Do it when you are up to it. Pretend you are your best friend and what do you think that good friend finds in you. hugs.

I am bored too.. My friend.

sorry i have been quiet lately, have been very busy with work, should be returning to normal life soon :/

ok, to the question, they get an overly sensitive person that can go mental at times.. no wonder there are no takers lol.

i'm sure the right person would actually enjoy it if i found them; i seem to have very strong emotional influence on people around me (in real life, probably due to how strongly i express my emotions) so if someone makes me happy, their life becomes full of happiness so i am keeping the personality regardless of its constant failures so far lol.