Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...

But dont worry, you'll find somebody. It usually happens when you least expect it
You aren't a freak, everyone has their issues for one reason or another, so hugs and hang in there buddy.