there are things you can do to change that...like going out for shopping in malls or go to movie or go to grocery store or find what is happening in the town your in for free like here today they have a free evening concert in the park by my home....I could go but will stay in watching my Cardinals game which is in 17th inning now...long game but I slept thru most of it my mom told me it was on and I turned it on in car in 13th inning...now I am home watching it on tv....

but the group here is recommending meeting new people thru meetup.com and I am just discovering it is effective way to meet singles my age....hugs bill

Thatz true shopping at malls can be wonderful.

But not everyone has a ease to do so.
It can be because of a social stress or past that is traumatic, and various other reasons.

I would looooove go shopping.
Have been shopping on internet which is more expensive often postage handling and not so fun.

A young girl i know cant even go to a cafe cause of some girls been bullying her and spreading lies all ver town.

Similar things happen to adults but in more calculated, strategic , clever, pshycological methods and ways.

I know a woman who had a politician jealous and vengeful of her and boy did she cop it.She was alone under attack and years and years of her life...Ofcourse she had friends and contacts such as drs, and so forth.I tell ya educated and malicious and very planned and oh can it get nasty and they look good doing so and break universal law .


When I access My life, money and so forth I will be ever so happy to go shopping.
Just a matter of time now.
With that comes my lovelife.
Home, access work, money etc.


I dont want waste more of my time on a "bf" but want the reeaaal love marriage now.
which comes with accessing ones life and authntic...


If you have difficulties going out then perhaps take small steps towards it.

I knew one man once with fear of people.
Because of his past perhaps he feared people and he could only go out if he was drunk which no good.
He had been treated badly.

It took me a lot to go to gym.
That was actually difficult.
But I went.


I meet so many beautiful people through my work and i love my work.
But its different type of work .
Difficult explain.


But yes, theres so many beautiful people that are alone.

I have visited many through my work and they are so beautiful good souls and then i see these horrid ones that are arrogant bullies that make these ones be alone.

I visit all types people in my work.
All types.
I love them and my work.

I am 34 now in human yrz.....lol
i in bed 7pm most nights and just matter time now restore energy and access My life.
Been in court and win.
But matter of time now.

Wishing you better saturday nights.

If you dont have a fear of going out maybe try a dance class like line dance.

I sat by bowls club last week and found my self communicating with the people there.
Older people but they were so nice to talk with and play with.
I sat on grass and it was communication in another way.
Not my body.
Still.
They seemed wiser than the attitude been going on to me which refreshing.


Maybe take yourself out for a coffee.

Or a dinner date with your self followed by movies.
I took my self to movies once.

Or try find people that you can feel good with.
Maybe all are not open to "you".
Maybe if you are different to them hey cant understand that.
If you have other gifts, work, ways.........
Maybe they discriminate you, or jealous or........

Love bomb yourself best you can.

Because u choose to be.

You don't have to be. It is very difficult to change it but it is possible. It takes a willingness to make yourself vulnerable and put yourself in situations that will feel awkward to you at first. With time and practice though it will get easier.

Just because you are alone, does not make you lonely.

Experiment here with me

Choice 1. = I live with someone that controls what I do, and I wish I could do what I want = I want freedom and my own choices


Choice 2 = I am alone and I can honestly chose what I want, but don't know what to do??. Because I need someone in my life.


Which one are we talking about?????

I went on meetup.com but the local group (just one nearby) has no member who is near my age. Wonder how I would be at competitive volleyball after 40 years. That is their next activity.

I went on meetup.com but the local group (just one nearby) has no member who is near my age. Wonder how I would be at competitive volleyball after 40 years. That is their next activity.

I went on meetup.com but the local group (just one nearby) has no member who is near my age. Wonder how I would be at competitive volleyball after 40 years. That is their next activity.